I hate the cold. I'd rather wake up sweaty than shivering. I'd rather walk on a cloudless, scorching summer day than in the rain.
Preferences, of course. Weakness? Maybe.
It's so cold I don't even need a fan at night and I still wake up with my skin prickling from the cool damp air. But I look at this as a chance to train myself against the cold.
I could use a sheet. Or wear a thicker shirt. But no. I resolve to wear sando and shorts in the house, regardless of the cold. I will learn to love the cold. Even if it kills me... or gives me the sniffles. 
{ music } Psycho Circus - KISS
Written by revolverroach at 08:16 PM. Filed under Chattering.
To be updated everyday for the next 10 days!
Sunnnny day sweepin' the clouds awaaay,
Tania
Written by taniapie at 10:19 AM. Filed under Google, Sesame Street, Shoobidoowaps and Scoobysnacks.
Hello blog. I miss you. It's been awhile, so let's start it off slow.
I'm watching castle over at videostic.com
Stana Katic is hot.
{ show } Castle: Season 1 Episode 3
Written by revolverroach at 07:37 AM. Filed under Chattering.
I fear the sobriety
That draws my reality
The untamed truth
That mauls my being
Especially when I sleep
I hesitate
To close my eyes
In the darkness of night
Knowing intimately
What haunts me
I drown myself
In noctural activities
With camera flashes
Writing and liquor
Numbing the senses
Daylight peeks
My ordeal escaped
For yet another day
I wearily retire
In the comfort of light
Aye, my body weakened
Unable to move
Unless in ridiculous action
But my mind unable to dream
All fear forgotten
Written by yabs at 04:57 AM.
Trinkets from time ill-spent
Of vivid dreams pseudo-fulfilled
Bleeding wounds
Gaping and unhealed
Permanent testaments
To the chains that hold me
To the truth that binds me
To the fear of eternity
A far stretch from the old
The freedom I used to savor
A freedom that burned me
And caused me to withdraw
I was Icarus flying freely
With wings of wax
Closer and closer to the sun
The warm inviting sun
The same warmth and light
I now fear constantly
A lost faith drowned in ugliness
From where I once saw beauty
Written by yabs at 04:56 AM.
"I love you and I mean it"
She blurted out
I felt the urge to run
To hide and to ignore
I stood there blankly
In speechless sweat
Pretending to be occupied
Like nothing was said
"I love you and I mean it"
The words repeated
Slapping me with doubts
And questions never to be answered
I closed my eyes to pray
Begging that it was never uttered
Flashes of memories now revisited
Of ones I swore never to relive
Couldn't smile even politely
My heart racing hoping to escape
Searching for words
To break this awkward silence
No amount of beauty
Brains nor money
Would quell my fear
Or ease my inability to settle
Like a coward I retreated
Never to return
Never to answer
Never to commit
Written by yabs at 04:54 AM.
and though i loose things and stuff almost daily; heck in my entire life, i would have thought that i should be used to it by now. i suppose there are some things that i just can't seem to let go. i could still remember the sadness when this piece of lego brick that i lost when i was nine... it was very essential to the aesthetics of the helicopter i built. the barkada's high school journal which i should have never lent to a friend on the fear of it not returning... well it never did... or this towel that had my initials that i got from a college crush on a christmas exchange gift... or this silver bracelet that was given to me by a friend... or my very first guitar and then of course the most recent my green jacket... such sadness... sniff. i seem to get attached to things that define me somehow, but who would not be. everything that we have are extensions of who we are... and though they are not our very limbs, we sometimes grieve over it like it was. its absence affect us somehow... such sadness.
"whatever you can lose, you should reckon of no account."-syrus
i guess it is some sort of life and death cycle for things we own... we are bound to loose things eventually, or them loosing us... i would assume that there will be some stuff i own that would out live me for sure. but that's that... everything is temporal, i suppose i am to enjoy what ever i have right now, cause i'm bound to loose it for sure. and this applies for other important things, but i don't to go to deeper topics.
the upside to loosing stuff i suppose is the excitement of trying to get a new one, an upgrade. i was particularly challenged to find an exact copy of the jacket i lost, if not find a better one... it had been two weeks since, going over through malls and shops all over the metro. it was a bit particular so it came to a point i almost gave up, but i eventually found something... better.
so i guess the moral of it all is that things are bound to screw up and be lost... but then there present itself an opportunity for something better to come along, that is if you do not give up. and this applies to the other important things that i do not want to go deep into.
after a loss...somehow something better comes along, it's just a matter of how long i can hold my breath.
(inhaling lots of air)
{ music } sigur ros - hoppipolla
{ show } glee season 1
{ mood } devious
Written by cruboy at 03:28 PM.
.....................................kishimoto had a brother..?
I shouldn't care about this piece of information since 1.) IT'S about NARUTO (blerrrch) 2.) I don't like Kishimoto. but I've made an exception because it's not about Kishimoto MASASHI. It's about his twin brother, Kishimoto Seishi.
What twin?
Y'know the one who made 666 satan. I read a few of those when I was reading the first chapters of Naruto during the prehistoric era. Naruto's art was WAAAAY better then (unlike now he draws too much like Togashi = chicken scratch?).
I know this is prolly OLD news but the twins have a similar art style. Too similar that Narutards who didn't knew any better called Seishi Kishimoto (666 satan) a copycat.
LOL LOL LOL thanks wiki for the laugh of the day =))
poor seishi.. still I loled when I tried to read his latest manga after 666 satan, Blazer Drive.
ouch that arm looks painful
Guess what? Sasuke's in it :D
Written by kat_guiltygear08 at 11:00 PM.